I'm really doing okay right now. Alone. I mean don't get me wrong, I miss him and love him. I'm just really not ready for a relationship or anything that accompanies it. Not because I'm hanging out with other boys or because I want to slut it up. I just want some time to figure who I am and what I really want out of life. I guess that's just it, I just want to be me for a little while. I want him in my life, I need him in my life. I feel like everything is changing and for one of the first times in my life I'm really ready to embrace the change.
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