I have been really steeping back from J lately. To the point in fact that I've thought about giving up completely. After last night and this morning, this was the first picture that came up this morning and I can't help but notice the timing.
Last night it was weird. There's this girl who's like 45 that is a bartender and I fucking HATE her, J can't stand her. She always like touches the other bartenders while she moves beside them but not like in a puts her hand behind your back so you don't run into one another like basically gropes you walking by, especially J because she just loves him and he is actually so squeamish when she's around it makes me laugh. So we're in the back and J is imitating her to C and H but is still like reasonable about the inappropriateness of it and then he fucking like basically raped me like hands allll over like waaaay more intrusive than C or H and we all were like laughing but then this other girl came around the corner and J's like should I do it to her? And we're like J she's 17 so she's like do what? And so he does it to me only this time he's literally like behind me fully englufing my body like just coping a feel of alllll the places like if any other human being did that to me in a public place I would punch them. It was so weird but it basically made me want to say if you're so comfortable to do this in front of other people without my permission, a) what would you do if you had my permission and we were alone and b) why are we not doing this naked at your place of residence?
