This can't be happening to me, this is just a dream.

"You know that place between sleeping and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always think of you."
-James M. Barrie

Nerd.

Yes this is what I'm doing on a Saturday night in the middle of summer and yes I have a Winnie the Pooh blanket. I also have a batman one so yes I'm pretty awesome for a 20 year old.

I think I'll go to Boston.

I just read something on S' blog. It says: "I'm in love with cities I've never been to and people I've never met". I think that's so true. There are places I just know I would love, if that makes sense. There's a beauty about some places and some people that I find breath-taking. I am blessed to have been many places in this world. I have been to other countries and cities and I appreciate all the beauty I have been able to experience. Since we are humans, and it's never enough there are other places I want to go, other places I dream to see. I would love to go to Greece. I love everything I have ever seen of it. I want to go to Los Angeles to experience the maddness of being such a small insignificant part of something so much bigger. I want to go to Chicago. I want to go to Charleston and see the history it emanates. And I would absolutely love Boston, I know I would. I have looked into Harvard so many times.
I loved the beauty in Italy, England, Japan, Jamaica, Costa Rica, Mexico, all over the United States; Raleigh-Durham, Myrtle Beach, Wilmington, New York, Seattle. I just love all these places, each so different yet the same.

blah.

It has been a hell of a few days but, I'm alive and healthy and that's what's most important.

Carrie Bradshaw

Never stop thinking about him, even for a moment, because that's the moment he'll appear.

I wanna leave a legacy of love and laughs and honesty.

Those streets aren't paved in gold, they're full of potholes and empty souls who never learned that love is something you gotta earn.

If ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay.

Is it all that you want it to be? Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?

Atlas Shrugged, 97.

She dismissed the fear; dangers, to Francisco, were merely opportunities for another brilliant performance; there were no battles he could lose, no enemies could beat him.

not a good phone call

I just got a phone call saying my daddy was taken to the hospital in the ambulance from work and I have absolutely no idea what is wrong so I am having a mild heart attack right now and basically bawling until my sister comes home and we can go to Calgary.

What if?

He could always name the purpose of his every random moment. Two things were impossible to him: to stand still or to move aimlessly.
-Atlas Shrugged

I want this music at my wedding.

I'm so lame haha I am sitting in my bed reading and listening I old school records. Just listened to Bobby Darin, now Louis Armstrong and Ella Fitzgerald.

Life goes on.

Innocence.

Optimism

Kate.

Yeah you make me merry, make me very, very happy but you obviously, you didn't want to stick around, so I learnt from you.

Never enough.

Sometimes it is not enough to do our best; we must do what is required.
- Winston Churchill

Take responsibility for your actions.

Take responsibility for yourself, because no one is going to take responsibility for you.

-Tyra Banks