i don't miss you like i used to.

i love you sunshine, and i probably always will.

but we go days without having a meaningful conversation. and i used to miss you soo much when that happened. but, it never seemed like you missed me. and i guess because of it,

i stopped missing you.

you aren't my sunshine anymore.

i wanna know what happened to us.
we used to be so close.
we weren't perfect, but we were us.
and that was so satisfying.
i miss being able to talk to you when i couldn't sleep.
i miss calling you first when i had good news.
i miss you calling me when you just knew i had a bad day.
i miss saying good morning and g'night just to solidify my good day.
i miss you being the first person i spoke to in the morning and the last one i spoke to at night.
i miss you being my sunshine.
i just miss you.

..well the you i used to know.

i gave you one too many second chances

i want you to understand something.

as far as i'm concerned, this friendship is over.

and, if we never speak again for the rest of our lives, that'll be fine.

kindly unspoken.

you're a coward.

plain and simple.

you think you're just so tough but you're not.

you're so afraid of me its not even funny.

i wish you would just stop trying to hide your feelings.

i used to be afraid to say it, i love you.

i'm not afraid anymore because even though i know we might never be together, i know how happy you've made me.

you are so afraid to follow your heart and admit you love me too because it'd mean you might be vulnerable.

you might give somebody else the power to hurt you.

you'd lose the control you think you have to have 100 percent of the time.

i've wanted this for so long.

i can't wait anymore.

we're not in highschool anymore.

i could do this forever, wait for you.

but i don't want to.

i'm tired of you getting close to me and then breaking my heart.

i'm not doing this anymore.

i'm not letting you manipulate me anymore.

we've done this what 3, 4 times.

you've broken my heart too many times in the last 3 years.

i'm tired of you breaking my heart every 6 months.

everytime i pick myself up again and put the pieces back together, you're come back and do it again.

it's not that i can't do this anymore, i just don't want to.

i'm not letting you have my heart anymore.

i can't do this if there's not even some possibility that maybe one day, we might be together.

if you want this, step up.

if you want to be the person i know you are, here's your chance.

i'm not waiting anymore.

i love you

but i'm not sorry.

you don't have to call.

you don't have to call me and say you're sorry
i'm already gone.
you don't have to call me and break my heart
each time i try moving on.

in case you haven't heard

i really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive

why is it the smallest things that tear us down.

can't swallow our pride,

neither of us wanna raise that flag

if we can't surrender, we're both gonna lose what we had.

i guess you'd better go get your armour

i never meant to start a war
you know i never want to hurt you.
i don't even know what we're fighting for.

i want to be fearless.

"to me, fearless is not the absence of fears.

it's not being completely unafraid.

to me, fearless is having fears.

fearless is having doubts, lots of them.

to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.

fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before.

fearless is walking into your freshmen year of highschool at 15.

fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want, over and over again.

even though every time you've tried before, you've lost.

it's fearless to have faith that someday things will change.

fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even though you can't breathe without them.

i think it's fearless to fall in love with your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else.

and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think it's fearless to stop believing them.

it's fearless to say 'you're not sorry' and walk away.

i think loving someone despite what people say is fearless.

i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless.

letting go is fearless.

then moving on and being alright, that's fearless too.

but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. that's why i write these songs. because i think

love is fearless."

-taylor swift