that's debatable.

girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money.

you threw down your cigarette but it's still hot.

i'm no stranger to this feeling,
i know it's over but the hurt's not.

chicago.

didn't i think you would always love me and
didn't i think you would take care of me baby.
yeah, well that ain't happening.
and wouldn't i love just to rise above this.
you gotta believe i've suffered enough to be free.
so i'm officially leaving, just a kiss on the cheek;
and i'll be gone.

did the captain of the titanic cry?

don't know how long i've been gone.
all i know is it's been too long;
and i'm off track.

someday you'll know that i was the one for you.

someday we'll know if love can move a mountain.
someday we'll know why the sky is blue.
someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you.

somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool.

when i say let's keep in touch;
i really mean i wish that you'd grow up.

i know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic.

it's extremely true though. like legitimately. watching a movie on the couch with someone else is way sweeter than being alone. especially when everyone wants you to go out and you can say you know _______ and i are just going to stay in a watch a movie tonight. thanks though.

i got a 20 dollar bill that says no one's ever seen you without makeup. you're always made up.

"oh goodness, isn't it exciting?!"
"what's exciting"
"you know, having someone to watch a movie with when you're feeling lameo"

i gave you everything i have; the good, the bad.

why do you put me on a pedastol?
i'm so up high that i can't see the ground below.
so help me down you've got it wrong, i don't belong there.
one thing is clear. i wear a halo. i wear a halo when you look at me.
but standing from here, you wouldn't say so.
you wouldn't say so if you were me.

there's a shortcut to the highway out of town.

i really just want to go home now.

this don't even feel like falling.

don't you know i miss you bad.
but don't you walk to me, baby run.
cut a path across the blue skies, straight in a straight line;
you can't get here fast enough.
find a truck and fire it up, lean on the gas and off the clutch.
leave dallas in the dust, i need you in a rush.
so baby run.

i swore i'd never fall again.

i hate being honest with myself. it scares me. in fact, i'm terrified right now. falling for another boy means geting my heart broken again; almost inevitably. i'm sure it won't be the same because well i don't think it's possible to go through or feel that again. i think you only get that feeling once in a lifetime. i am starting to fall for him and yes i'm terrified. i'm terrified for him to be a few blocks a way all summer. i'm terrified i might actually spend my summer with him. i'm terrified i'll have someone there, at any time i need. i'm terrified to go to the lake lot and to participate in family celebrations that he made me promise i'd be at. i'm terrified to have him meet the other half of my family. i'm terrified he might actually love me for me. i'm terrified that this is it, a relationship. i'm not this girl. i'm terrified i might actually need someone. i'm terrified it might actually become real.

it's the simple things.

you only live life once.
but if you do it right,
once is enough.

it's hard to hate what got me here.

tomorrow is the reason we became friends. i'm really torn. i wonder if i should say anything at all. everybody has said something different. dragon is waiting for us to get married basically and hickey thinks we should just leave it as friends off. somehow it shouldn't be like this. i should be able to choose for myself, we should be able to choose for ourselves if we want to be friends or anything else. i feel like i should just let it go. but what if i'm letting go to the only thing i've ever known for sure?

it was the best i ever had.

the only thing that matters is just following your heart;
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

here in this diary, i write you visions of my summer.

being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up;
these are the best days of our lives.

you.

looking back at the moments; black, white
i wouldn't change a thing that changed my life.
for the worse, for the better
man, i was gone, gone forever.
the laughs, the smiles, the trials, the tears;
it's hard to hate what got me here.

another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.

i'm all alone and i need you now.
said i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now.
and i don't know how i can do without,
i just need you now.

picture perfect memories scattered all across the floor.

and i wonder if i ever cross your mind;
for me it happens all the time.

sometimes i think of you late at night, i don't know why.

i wanna be somewhere where you are, i wanna be where;
you're here, your eyes are looking into mine.

love is something you gotta earn.

they never learned.

i want to marry this man.

all i want is a place to lay my head with the woman i love lying in my bed, kind of understated; my dreams aren't that complicated.
i wanna be the one when all is said and done
that lived a good life, loved a good wife and always helped someone in trouble.
on the day they lay me down, i want everyone to gather 'round
and say he was a father, brother, neighbour and a friend;
he was a good man.

poli-sci.

i spent the last 3 days studying with number 12 and antelope hunter and friend in lethbridge. it was actually really fun and i was extremely productive. it was nice to not study alone. it was nice to just know someone was there beside me. even if we weren't talking, just sitting beside one another studying. he also made me supper two days in a row then took me out for supper last night before i went home. neither of us could decide if i should come home last night so we flipped a coin. real mature hey.

confessions.

i think i may actually legitimately be falling for number 12.