Gatsby. Gets me every time.

Silly little brat.

He's such an odd human. Last night his best friend S came in and afterwards we were talking and he was asking me what I thought of J and if she was nice etc. Then I said yeah I don't know if she knows who I am though... She recognizes me from here but I don't think she knows I'm B. And he's like no she definitely knows about B, she might not put your face to the name but she knows who I'm talking about when I say B.

It's just kind of weird because he's been making a point to include me in his life with he people he cares about. 

It was funny because he's like I'm just going to Starbucks to get some instant coffee and I said pardon? So he repeated himself and T was like did you just offer to get her something from Starbucks? And J was like no. I laughed and said yeah right.  And T's like haha J you're still not going to offer her one even after I suggested it... And both T and I started laughing and he's like you're such a jerk J. 

Jaded.

I'm glad that people know how to have fun and enjoy themselves and whatever but I look on Facebook and all I see pictures of people where I come from is partying. It is honestly what pictures of my life look like from 3-5 years ago. Maybe I'm missing out but I just don't understand it. I have zero desire for that lifestyle. It doesn't appeal to me at all. How is doing that over and over fun? They're exactly the way they were 8-10 years ago. Maybe I'm just a grumpy old lady now but it just has zero appeal to me. Who is really jaded here? Me or them?