on the bright side.

"babe, you know that no matter what happens, where you go, i'm going to be there either way."

stupid alberta oil.

ps. you living two hours away all winter is hard enough.
it'd be nice if you didn't move further away all summer.

frustration.

honestly that doesn't help me at all. last night i was so flustered with everything so he told me we were going for a drive and he'd be here in less than 2 minutes. he is entirely clueless as to what to say to make me feel better. he always trys to be the voice of reason and tells me to look at it from other perspectives to ensure i'm not being narrow-minded. he reminds me that either way, everything is going to be okay. i guess right now is all we can deal with and everything else will happen when it happens, the way it's supposed to happen.

let's change the subject.

"So I was talking to the pops today and my uncle's company wants me to work for them all summer... It's 25 bucks an hour and lots of overtime hours meaning I could probably make like forty grand in the four months of summer."
"Well that sounds really good".
"Yeah, there's just one problem; it's up north".
"Oh."
"Does that make you think less about the first problem babe?"
"Um well no actually. It just poses the same problem six months later".

i hate when people cry.

So why are tears uncontrollably streaming down my face?

he passed all the tests.

yesterday he came with me and got interrogated as if he'd committed some sort of crime. and he took it so well. he answered all their questions and it meant so much to me that he would sit through such a thing. what a wonderful boy.

i'm only me when i'm with you.

you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true.