I don't want good and I don't want good enough.
I want can't sleep, can't breathe without your love.
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Friday, April 12, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
some bend, some break.
My heart hurts. Or it's numb. Or I just don't really have any idea what to feel anymore. How to feel.
Monday, April 8, 2013
it's not supposed to be like this.
It's pretty amazing how far we've come with technology. I haven't talked to mom since last Monday because she's on her cruise and I'm basically on the verge of a mental breakdown. I miss her so much and I know that she would be able to say something that would make things better and make me believe that BB had to die for a reason. I just don't understand why so many lives must be lost so young.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Every day
That awkward moment when you listen to a song that completely reminds you of someone you’re not supposed to be missing.
Static.
I'm kind of tired of being the one that puts more into friendships. It's sometimes really hard being mature and motivated and ambitious. Like tonight I hung out with arguably my 3 best friends throughout middle and high school and I just feel old and boring around them. Around my friends, that's normal. We with movies and have one or two drinks instead of 10. It's not even that I care that they have 22 drinks.. It's that they judge when I only have 1 or 2. They make me feel bad for wanting to be successful ad taking my education and career seriously.
Even when I saw NB the other day she said she wasn't even really sure she wanted to teach etc. and I was just like doesn't anybody have ambitions? Like doesn't anybody that I was close with in high school want to move forward?
Even when I saw NB the other day she said she wasn't even really sure she wanted to teach etc. and I was just like doesn't anybody have ambitions? Like doesn't anybody that I was close with in high school want to move forward?
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