oh shush horoscopes that know me so well

"Making peace between who you love and what you want may be a bit of a battle, but you won't mind it. In fact, you may actually find it invigorating."

funny what comes up when researching love.

"one of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else."
"the love that lasts the longest is the love that's never returned."
"i have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only love"
"trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with"
"every man is afraid of something. that's how you know he's in love with you; when he's afraid to lose you"
"you can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel"
"it is better to lose your pride to someone you love than to lose someone you love with your useless pride"
"we say we love flowers, yet we pick them. we say we love trees, yet we cut them down. and people still wonder why some are afraid when told they are loved."
"it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel"
"true love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars"

and i'm sure right now he's thinking

"how'd you turn so cold, where's the girl i used to know"

a car like you used to drive, pulled beside me today at the light.

and it's love and hate and all these emotions
i never thought that you'd be going

and it seems you've disappeared; though you're not that far away.

please tell me it's not true. i never meant that much to you.

i guess you do it a little bit at a time.

I'm not running away from my problems. I'm walking away from something that's broken. That doesn't mean I'm not scared.

I just don't know how to

let him go.