when you can't lean on no one else, that's when you find yourself.

this world ain't fair, it can knock you on your butt.
you can just like that, or you can get back up.

you gotta get back up.

there are times in life when you gotta crawl, lose your grip, trip and fall. when you can lean on no one else, that's when you find yourself. i've been around and i noticed that, walking's easy when the road is flat and dang those hills' get you everytime. the good Lord gave us mountains so we could learn how to climb.

there he goes, so perfectly. the kind of flawless i wish i could be.

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
the only thing that keeps me
wishing on a wishing star.
he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do.

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
the only one who's got
enough of me to break my heart.
he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do.
he's the time taken up but there's never enough
and he's all that i need to fall into.

william rast.

ohhh my gosh. i'm so incredibly excited right now. i just bought my first two christmas presents and also did my first online shopping ever! i am so excited i bought number twelve a beautiful pair of jeans on sale for 120 bucks less than regular price probably 100 after shipping and charges and my self the same thing. (well santa bought mine haha) but i am ever so excited. number 12 is absolutely choked at me because he didn't want me too so he wouldn't tell me his pant size so i called his mother hahaha. i always win. but they are so beautiful and we are done but i'd still get him a christmas present anyways because he's him. the best part is that they don't ship these jeans to canada so i was really sad the other day when i saw them and couldn't order them. i forgot however that my brother's (in law if we're technical) sister lives in the states and is coming home for christmas. therefore, i sent them to her place(which loses international charges woo) and then she can bring them home! yaay! so so so excited!

love alone is never enough.

i have so much to say or write i suppose but i am much too drained to say anything.

everything is you.

it's really over.

fortune cookie, you lied.

i guess you never really know when it's gonna be over.

perpetuation.

i just opened my fortune cookie that says, "you will soon receive pleasant news of a personal nature." and on the back guess what the first number is... twelve. i told you number twelve perpetuates my life.

white magic.

i'm sitting here in the library working on a history project. it's actually a neat project and i'm pretty excited about it. i have to create an activity for students to complete in a classroom using 3 primary sources however i'd like. it's really neat this class because she's teaching us how to teach history and think historically.

also, s, i think i'm going to take a page from your book and start spending more time in the library. it's really beautiful here because the rolling hills and giant bridge and buildings on the other side of whooop up make snow/ winter beautiful.

back to work.