dan scott.

"Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big plans, to find your perfect match, the one who completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize the plans that you made were simply plans.. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered."

a quote from my old writing.

"The truth is, most of the time love doesn't need words. Love is just love. I think that love is terrifying. Not so much love, more that the someone you love won't love you back. Or that no matter how much you love them and they love you, it might not be enough. Love alone, is never enough".

it's an addiction.

i have been cleaning my room for at least two hours and it's still not clean. also, i have way too much clothes because 3/4 of my wardrobe is full here and half of my clothes are in a different city. oh boy.

it's always gonna be there, isn't it.

look at me talking like i'd actually just sleep with someone i barely know. they say the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else. but really if i'm honest, i don't really want to get over number 12. i don't believe we're over forever. sheesh i wish i could think about someone other than him sometimes.

but seriously, hockey players are sexy.

i've found my new love interest if i can't ever have nuber 12 again. yes i love that boy and miss him every minute of every day. however, i've come to the conclusion that sc is extremely sexy and i think he'd be fun to bang. however, he seems like a nice guy too. weird. he dated a girl for a long time and i'm not really sure where they stand though so i don't wanna enter in on that parade.

all i want for christmas is you

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas

This is all I'm asking for I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is... You

number 12, i need your arms.

like i said, no sleeping anytime soon.