Saturday, September 15, 2012

You took me for granted and now I'm gone.

One day you're going to wake up and realize you lost everything that matters because you took advantage of it. One day you're going to wake up and realize this is entirely of your own making; you took it for granted.

I am not this person.

It's mind blowing you know. How much one person can change you.

Friday, September 14, 2012

Blind faith.

"It may seem to you a very roundabout way indeed, and you must not doubt the thread".

-George MacDonald

The Princess and the Goblin

"It is a gift born with you. And one day I hope everybody will have it."

-George MacDonald

solace.

Do you ever want to just completely disconnect? I sometimes think about turning off my phone and laptop and just not being available. I want to make it impossible to reach me.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Charlotte's Web

Wilbur never forgot Charlotte. Although he loved her children and grandchildren dearly, none of the new spiders ever quite took her place in his heart. She was in a class by herself. It is not often that someone comes along who is a true friend and a good writer. Charlotte was both.

-E.B. White

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Let go and believe.

What if I told your tears haven't been ignored?

We could have had it all.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Busy busy busy.

I have never been more glad to be single in my life. If I were in a relationship my boyfriend would break up with me. I literally have zero spare time.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Wouldn't it be nice to love ourself?

I don't talk about it very often but I'm actually extremely self-conscious. I have struggled with eating disorders and weight and part of it is because I am a tall girl. I'm not built even remotely tiny. And most of my friends are. I don't think I'm even remotely skinny and something happened the other day that really meant a lot to me.
My family tells me I'm skinny and worry I have an eating disorder etc. But the other day, K made a comment. Now you have to know K is an asshole and judgmental and doesn't like fat people (more particularly fat people that live unhealthy and cost tax payers money and complain without effort). But hesse a comment about how I should do something for him because I'm skinny. And sad as it is, I tell myself that to get me through the day.

Today is never too late to be brand new.

It's never too late to be what you might have been.
-George Eliot

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Back to school, back to school.

I would say that's a fairly productive day. I read a novel for one class and wrote an essay. Yay me!

imagination.

Folktales help shape our sense of adventure, how we fall in love, and how we understand good and evil. They instil a sense of justice and reinforce the sense that the universe does, indeed, have a moral centre.

not a good start to the year.

Have you ever been so overwhelmed that you're underwhelmed? That's how I feel. There's so much going on that I need to get done and I just have zero motivation. I just don't care.

A dedication.

"To all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love. "

Love.

The day that you start thinking love is overrated is the day you're wrong.

I'm surrounded by identity crisis.

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately. All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind. I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I've got to do or who I'm supposed to be.
I don't wanna be anything other than me.