katevoegele.

marguerite gardiner.

there is no cosmetic for beauty like happiness.

what a frightening thing is the human.

it's all about a man who loses his integrity and gives into temptation.

the winter of our discontent.

I had a shitty day. The bank sucked balls. I was late because we were so busy that I missed my chiropractor appointment. I basically got told I need to get counselling before they check me into an institution. And I stayed at work an hour after close.
On a positive note, I saw Ireland tonight and my mommy brought me delicious dinner. It was nice to see Ireland... we talked for like 20 minutes half hour so it was good. She's so nice and she wants me to visit when I'm in cowtown next.
Anyways I am physically hurting everywhere so I'm going to try and get to bed. Massage tomorrow. wheeu!

good intentions.

I've come to the conclusion that I need to win the lottery or marry someone incredibly rich on the asap.

law school.

I've always wanted to go to Duke. For as long as I can possibly remember. And now I'm starting to think about going into law. And I'm thinking I'd love to go to Harvard. (Yes, I know that I am a mess of a dreamer). In all honesty though, if I could afford it, I'd be long gone. I know there is plenty of controversy over the difference between Canadian and American institutions but I just want to get away. I want to go somewere with history, with prestige. Somewhere that has character, you know? It sounds kind of silly because I'm a very modern person in many ways. Lately I've just really been thinking about law school a lot. I think I'd enjoy being a teacher but I think I'd enjoy being a lawyer too. I just want to do soemthing with my life. I want to be some one. I really want to make a difference.

stress.

Hey so remember how I was supposed to start my class on July 1, yeah now it doesn't start until August 1. Perfect eh? I spent about two hours flipping the fuck out trying to rearrange my entire schedule for the fall so I can take a different class but my schedule is too full to switch around and all the classes I want to take are full or don't fit in my schedule.
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Please excuse my scream. I cannot handle another class during school. I'm already gonna be swamped. Like for reals. This is ridiculous. I do not know what I'm giong to do.

I'm moving on.

I've loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn't;
I had to lose everything to find out.
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road.