Tuesday, July 27, 2010

i feel like i'm taking crazy pills.

is it weird that i just kinda want to marry one of my best friends?
i'm sure you're like umm YES. but really. then you don't have to go through the whole process of getting to know someone and letting that person know you and not having it work out. i hate trying to get to know a boy and putting effort in (ie. 3 years) to have it not work out. like i legitimately thought that i'd one day marry sunshine. and it sounds stupid, i get it. but we just knew everything about each other and we never ran out of things to talk about and we were like drop everything for the other person supportive and it was just exactly the way love's supposed to be. but i just think marrying someone and spending your life with one of your best friends is ideal. i don't really have anyone picked out. (okay i kinda do have one i think i could be happy with for the rest of my life) but i just think it'd be lovely to just spend my life with someone i already love.