Why do I love you the way that I do.

He hasn't said anything nice in awhile. This was nice.
He asked if I was okay and I said, I feel so frazzled and I have no idea why my section is fine. He's like well you have a full section and your killing it. I said I know but I just feel so much busier than usual. And I just keep getting sat (some of my tables were NOT the most desirable tables) and I feel bad because M is closing and the hostesses are seating me more than her. And he said, well that's because you're a better server than she is and your section is under control and you're doing a better job than her, or something along those lines.

It was just nice because he doesn't really tell me I'm good at my job or appreciated anymore. I think he just expects that I know that I'm good at my jobs and actions should speak louder than words in terms of the shifts and sections I get but sometimes it's just really nice to hear it out loud.

Princess Joseph.

I changed his name in my phone to Joe Bastianich. I had it as his real name yesterday but that's too professional. Maybe I need the professional. I don't know. I'm in such a funny place with him. Silly brain.

Caps lock.

"Bad netiquette".

Silly girl.

He's back and I'm in a really funny place about it. I'm happy he's back, I think. But it would be easier if he weren't. I wish he was gone for a little longer. Like another week or two. I think it would've made a difference. Perhaps it's best if I just take a step back and keep to myself for awhile.
I really want to move out so the unfortunate part of that is that I'll be working for him more because I want extra money to gtfo as soon as possible.
Working as much as I did was kind of a test for me. I needed to know if I actually liked my job or if I just liked working with/for him. I actually really like my job, as I suspected. But it does make it tough because I am trying to pick up some extra shifts. So that's annoying too because that means more time with him. And I'm not sure I want to spend more time with him.

It's nice to have supportive friends.

He's home.

Inside jokes and outside smiles.

A simple smile.

He's back.