They never learn.

I wish I could tell people how to learn from my mistakes.

I'll keep a part of you with me.

In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life.
And everywhere I am, there you'll be.

You're the one thing that I know for sure.

The truth is I still love you, but I don't know if I should.
- Brantley Gilbert

Mixed signals.

I guess I'm just at the point where I really don't know what to think anymore. I just want to understand or move forward or stop feeling so unsure and torn. I want answers or closure or something.

Salt water heals.

Nothing like a good cry.

5 days.

I am so fucking annoyed with life right now. I feel like I'm 3000 lbs and I'm tired and grumpy and broke as fuck and I am just so flustered with things. I am ready for routine and tired of such a fucked up sleep schedule. I am excited to not feel obligated to drink so much and be able to relax and study and be a nerd again. Most of all I am excited to live with K again.
He doesn't piss me off, he's clean, he doesn't boss me around AND MOST OF ALL HE IS ONLY ONE FUCKING PERSON. I need my space. That's just how I am. I like my space and I don't like people always being around me. I like to not always have someone home. I am excited for my own bathroom and only one other person doing laundry. Like I get it, I am spoiled as fuck but I am DYING right now.

Get me the fuck out of here

I'm so frustrated. Is it Friday yet? I cannot wait to move.