1:Is there a boy/girl in your life? Physically, no. My heart still belongs to number 12 even from 2000 miles away.
2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Yeah, I have learned not forgiving people usually hurts you more than them.
3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” I hate cats. I actually am mildly terrified of them.
4:What’s something you really want right now? I want to figure out my life. I want to figure out what I want to do in life and figure out if the boy I love is ever going to be ready again.
5:Are you afraid of falling in love? I think I'm afraid of falling in love again. Falling in love with someone new.
6:Do you like the beach? Yes I do but I don't really go very often. I am more of a beach in a foreign country where I am never going to see people again so they won't be able to judge my body the way I judge it.
7:Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Have you ever drank alcohol? Of course I have slept on a couch with someone else.
8:What’s the background on your cell? My background says, "Unless it is mad, passionate, extraordinary love it is a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love should not be one of them." and my lock screen says "There are far better things ahead than anything we leave behind" by C.S. Lewis.
9:Name the last four beds you were sat on? My bed now, my bed in Calgary, my sister's bed, I don't even know.
10:Do you like your phone? Kind of. I just got a new one and it's just not what I'm totally used to. In a month I'm sure it will be fine.
11:Honestly, are things going the way you planned? I planned to be married and successful at 22 probably thinking about kids. No, things are absolutely NOT going the way I planned. And NO I am absolutely NOT upset about that. At this point, it is what it is.
12:Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? My sister's friend Redmond. She's a ridiculous human being but she is a BLAST.
13:Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? A Rotty. We used to have one. And my sister has had 3. They are wonderful creatures. I miss Tank. He totally thought he was a lap dog and I had to run and jump into bed before he did or it was no covers and not moving for this girl.
14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? I think that persistent pain is the worst kind. I have never had persistent physical pain. I mean a few weeks maybe but some people endure chronic physical pain so I have to imagine that'd be pretty terrible. For me, emotional pain has cut a whole lot deeper than anything I've experienced physically.
15:Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? It depends. I like the zoo but I don't like the premise of it. I love zoo lights. I want to get engaged at zoo lights (random, I know. There's a story). Museums can be absolutely incredible though. I am pretty lucky to have been to some of the ones I have.
16:Are you tired? Yes, I'm exhausted. Parent/ teacher interviews the last two days are exhausting.
17:How long have you known your 1st phone contact? AM. I have known him since grade 10 so about 8 years (oh my gosh that feels old). He's a sweetheart. I love him dearly.
18:Are they a relative? No, but he plays lacrosse with my cousin.
19:Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? Absolutely.
20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? Months ago.
21:If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? I am not in a place where I can commit to anything for the rest of my life. I come from a divorced family. I intend to be married once, only once and for it to last forever. So, no I wouldn't get married today no matter how much I loved him.
22:Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Sober, absolutely. Drunk, no way Jose.
23:How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? Zero.
24:Is there a certain quote you live by? "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference".
25:What’s on your mind? I've been talking to S about love and relationships. So love, naturally. And number twelve of course.
26:Do you have any tattoos? Yes and I love it. I want another one.
27:What is your favorite colour? Purple or blue. And Black. And Grey.
28:Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Probably a good chance my niece and nephew will kiss my lips in the morning. My nephew is learning to give kisses currently but it's more like a giant open mouth slober on your face type thing. (Attractive, I know).
29:Who are you texting? S, kind of. And DVZ before. I'm thinking now.
30:Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? I was so drunk I don't even know the last person I kissed's name.
31:Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? More than once, yes.
32:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yeah, kind of. Not like I used to though.
33:Do you think anyone has feelings for you? No. That's not really a common thing for me. But my grade 7's keep telling me Mr. L does.
34:Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yes, actually the other day an elderly substitute told me I have incredibly beautiful eyes. I was kind of stunned because they are generic and brown and boring I think but I suppose they have a bit of wisdom and some pain.
35:Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? I would probably laugh and say, what's your name again?
36:Were you single on Valentines Day? Yes. I hate Valentine's Day.
37:Are you friends with the last person you kissed? No.
38:What do your friends call you? B. Bridge. Brunklyn. Baby baxt... The list goes on.
39:Has anyone upset you in the last week? Yeah a teacher told a kid he was dumb at interviews. I really don't believe in anyone being stupid so I was kind of upset about it.
40:Have you ever cried over a text? Uh have you been 15? Of course I have.
41:Where’s your last bruise located? I have no idea. I bruise easily.
42:What is it from? Likely the gym.
43:Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? I don't honestly know the answer to that.
44:Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My sister, I think.
45:Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? I think it depends on the occasion.
46:Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Never, ever.
47:Would you ever go bald if it was the style? No what a stupid thing to do. I think a very specific personality can pull that off. Mine, is not one of them.
48:Do you make supper for your family? In Calg, most nights. I have been cooking for myself for 5 years so it's no big deal.
49:Does your bedroom have a door? Yes, am I like an anomaly?
50:Top 3 web-pages? Blogger, D2L, GMAIL
51:Do you know anyone who hates shopping? Do people actually hate shopping?
52:Does anything on your body hurt? My heart but it's a dulled pain because I am so used to it.
53:Are goodbyes hard for you? I usually skip goodbyes.
54:What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Probably coffee, I spill a lot.
55:How is your hair? It's in a ponytail.
56:What do you usually do first in the morning? Go Pee. Then have orange juice and iron.
57:Do you think two people can last forever? Forever is a really long time.
58:Think back to January 2007, were you single? Yes. I think.
59:Green or purple grapes? Green, I don't even like purple grapes.
60:When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? In 3 hours I will be getting giant monster hugs from my munchkins.
61:Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Not really. But it might be nice if someone else were sitting beside me.
62:When will be the next time you text someone? 10 minutes probably.
63:Where will you be 5 hours from now? At JH's birthday party.
64:What were you doing at 8 this morning? Laying in bed trying to convince myself to get up.
65:This time last year, can you remember who you liked? This time last year I was learning to like myself.
66:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? 12. JH. WT. ST.
67:Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Not yet.
68:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I miss him.
69:Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? I don't know, probably yes. That's pretty common in sports.
70:How many windows are open on your computer? 3.
71:How many fingers do you have? 10?
72:What is your ringtone? I prefer vibrate.
73:How old will you be in 5 months? Nearly 23.
74:Where is your Mom right now? She's driving to Calgary.
75:Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Well first off, he lives 2000 miles away. That is just one of so many factors including immaturity and loving too deeply, to young.
76:Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? Uh no, the majority of people I see in a day are between the ages of 12 and 14.
77:Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Some of them. Not most.
78:Do you remember who you had a crush on in grade 7? RC. That kid was top notch hahaha.
79:Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? A few. MB is my favourite. He's such a nice guy.
80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? Yes, it is my favourite.
81:How many people have you liked in the past three months? Romantically? None.
82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? If men's boxers count then yes, mom.
83:Will you talk to the person you like tonight? No because I don't like anybody. But it might be awkward to see RD tonight at TH's birthday.
84:You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? S. B and T and R and D (this has happened). Or the Leth crew.
85:If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? Yes, it's one thing to try some drugs once in awhile but we're getting to the age where that's really not cool.
86:What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? I don't even know the last movie I went to.
87:Who was your last received call from? Dad.
88:If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? Uh, who burns a butterfly alive? What the fuck.
89:What is something you wish you had more of? Sureness. Time. Money.
90:Have you ever trusted someone too much? Yes, but I've learned my lesson.
91:Do you sleep with your window open? In Calg I don't have a window. It's awful it's so hot in my room.
92:Do you get along with girls? Yeah I have learned how important it is to have good girlfriends.
93:Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? I don't know. Myself maybe.
94:Does sex mean love? Not always. But I have chosen to change my actions so that sex involves feelings.
95:You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Probably.
96:Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? No that's not really my type.
97:Did you sleep alone this week? Always.
98:Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? I think you need to make yourself happy before anyone else can make you happy. It's much healthier.
99:Do you believe in love at first sight? Have you ever had a nephew, or a niece, or a child? Of course I do.
100:Who was the last person that you pinky promise? Probably my niece last weekend. I promised her a balloon because she lost hers.