Be yourself.

plan plan plan

Today I had my first official lesson and both my university consultant and teacher associate were watching me. It was extremely nerve racking and I thought I did so shitty. It's really funny because the majority of teachers (good teachers anyway) are major perfectionists. Like I am way more critical of myself than anyone else could be. I picked out things and they were like whoa it was not that bad, it was overall really good. I think that is one of my downfalls. Like yeah, I'm a bitch and I am critical of other people but I am 1000000 times more critical of myself.
Anyways, my lesson went pretty good and now I am planning for tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Tomorrow.

Ahhhhhhhhhh soooooo nervous!!! I give my first lesson with my TA watching and my university consultant will be there too! Ahhhhhh ahhhh nervous worried ahhhh blah blah can I have baileys and coffee tomorrow! Ahh

Great minds think alike

I say: would it be completely unprofessional to put baileys in my coffee tomorrow morning? The conversation continues:

So funny. Poetry for kids.

... And then the Prince knelt down and tried to put the glass slipper on Cinderella's foot: 

I really didn't notice that he had a funny nose. 

And he certainly looked better all dressed up in fancy clothes. 

He's not nearly as attractive as he seemed the other night. 

So I think I'll just pretend that this glass slipper is too tight. 

Princess Diaries.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
-Eleanor Roosevelt

beauty and the beast

Tale as old as time, true as it can be
Barely even friends, then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change; small, to say the least
Both a little scared, neither one prepared

Clusterf.

The computers crashed during revenue tonight at the Mox. Talk about clusterfuck. It was seriously a mess. I am so lucky I had great tables. Like honestly, all my tables were so fantastic about it and still tipped so well because I didn't lie to them. I would way rather have a server that's honest, so that's what I try to be. I was like look, our computers crashed and it's a disaster right now so my apologies ahead for anything that takes longer or doesn't come out perfectly. I will be interested to see how my cashout goes tomorrow. I hopefully made good money, I mean based on my tips it looked like I should have. I had delicious vindaloo after work too. Love love love that shit.