Precisely.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

Today was a weird day. Lunch was fucked at work. We got just fucking pumped so hard! Tonight was kinda slow, at least for a Friday night... but I suppose in all fairness it is a long weekend so it wasn't too bad considering.
It was kind of funny because before he left JC was like B, you and J should come on a double date tonight to Metric with us. I'm like too bad we both work tonight and I close. I'm like you should've told me earlier and I could've had somebody else close. He's like aw come on J can pull some strings.
Then I said to J, JC just invited us on a double date with him tonight...good idea considering we will both be at work. J was like it's not even that.. I wouldn't go because she's a stupid whore and I hate her. Hahaha I'm happy he wasn't like I would never go anywhere with you.

Then tonight he didn't say goodbye before he left and in my head I was like what a dick because usually he comes and says goodbye and blows me kisses and makes sure I don't need anything before he leaves. So like an hour or so after he left, I looked at my phone and there's a text from him, "bye!" Haha I laughed because he always gets so mad when people he really likes don't say goodbye and I was like yeah rude I was just thinking about that.
I love that he thought about me enough to text me after he left.

Elaborate tomorrow.

My sister called J tonight.

Tuesdays.

So the running joke is that J and I spend Tuesdays in bed all day together so last night when he was leaving I was like okay byeeee see you Wednesday! He's like do you have tomorrow off? I was like of course I do. He says so what are we doing? I laughed and said I don't know what are we doing tomorrow. He says well I have lots of errands to do during the morning. I'm buying a chandelier and a new washer and dryer and blah blah. And I said well I am going to RD but I'll be back in the evening. He's like PERFECT we can use my new washer and dryer for the sheets.
As he said that, the 17 year old hostess who already thinks we are actually sleeping together walked by with a bit of a stunned/ horrified look on her face
J looks at me as I burst out laughing and he's like she totally just heard me say that didn't she. And I was like yep and walked away.
It was hilarious because I think this girl genuinely believes we are sleeping together and that's why we joke about it when in reality the polar opposite is true... if I were sleeping with J I would compose myself in an extremely different manner towards him at work.

This type I suppose.

What type of persom lies awake at 430 in the morning thinking about what they would say about their mother in her eulogy.

Ugh.

If I could sleep through the night like even once a week that'd be cool.

Couldn't have put it better myself.

If you won't save her, please just take her.

-God Went North by Nothing More