Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i'm so torn.

i wonder to myself if that's why it works. i wonder if that's way we are the way that we are. why we still always go back to each other. our personalities clash so much, we are so incredibly different. and yet, no matter what it is, we always work it out. we find a way to move on and let it go. and we have had some brutal fights but we end up being okay again.
i just wish i knew what i wanted and i knew what he wanted.

we've talked before about if it's the secret, the fact that no one knows that makes it so desirable. the fact that for like 6 months, everyone thought we hated each other while we hung out most days... like the fact that it's so off limits. so taboo.
all i know is that it's just there.

No comments: