Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Fear will destroy you.

My sister said to me, "you're not really open to a new relationship though and until you open yourself up to one it won't happen".  She has a point. I want to be open to new boys. I'm trying to be open to a new relationship but I'm scared. Terrified actually. She said "ya but you can't be scared. Being scared affects a lot". And she's right it does affect a lot. I just don't want to feel like that again. I was so broken and sad for so long and I never want to feel that way again. I know I shouldn't be scared I just don't really know what to do. I don't know how to move past the fear. 

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