Wednesday, June 15, 2011

inspire me please.

I used to write so much. Not like blogging, like actual writing. And I just have no inspiration anymore. I don't know how to get it back. I know I can write well. Not in a cocky or arrogant way, in an accepting and appreciating a gift I was born with. I just have nothing to say. I have nothing I'm really excited about. I have nothing that makes me look forward to getting up in the morning. My mom thinks I might be depressed because I have lost so much weight and I am never really happy and in all honesty I never really realized how much weight I'd lost until today when I went down two sizes in a jacket. I don't know. I'm just so blah. There are no words. Apathetic doesn't even begin to describe how I feel.

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