I think I figured it out, why I can't move on. Every time any boy comes near me or talks to me or makes an advance a me, I feel like I'm cheating on him, number twelve I mean. The thought of even being with someone else feels like cheating. I cannot comprehend what it would be like to be with someone else. We are not together and we haven't been for awhile. But that's how I feel. I feel like if I ever let somebody else in, that I would be cheating number twelve. I would be robbing myself and him of something that should never be robbed. The idea of opening my heart up to new love feels like cheating on my old love. So where do I go from here?
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