who you are is not what you did, you're still an innocent.

it's easy to say you'll never do something until you do. sometimes it just happens. i'm walking proof. i have always been judgemental of people who cheat on a significant other and i have always said i will never do that. and i know that right now people are judging me for cheating on number 12 and you know what go ahead. but think for a second, you've probably done something in your life that you're not proud of. well that's my thing. i always do the right thing, no matter how much it hurts me. i always put other people first. and i always take the brunt of situations. but this time, it just happened. sure there were events that lead up to it and ways i could have and should have prevented it. but this one time i fell short. i made a decision that's less than who i am. it was one night, one choice and no i cannot take it back. but i'm also not going to let it haunt me for the rest of my life.