stolen from s.

Ten Things About Yourself.
1) I'm my own biggest critic.
2) I care about other people to the point of sheer exhaustion; mental, physical and emotional.
3) I really love starbucks and tim horton's in the winter.
4) My family and friends are integral to my existence. I prefer to surround myself with people who aren't afraid to tell me the truth, cold, hard, painful truth.
5) I really want to do somethign great in my life. I want to make a difference. I suppose that's why I'm in education, I want to make an impact on people the way that others have impacted me.
6) I wish I had the courage to pack up and leave, the courage to go somewhere big like new york or los angeles or london. I wish I had the courage to go somewhere that no ones knows my name.
7) I'm really self conscious but you'd never know it.
8) I think that if my life were a reality show it'd do better than the hills or laguna beach or jersey shore. I think people would enjoy it because they could relate to real-life not fake hollywood and it'd probably make them feel better about their own lives.
9) I can be arrogant and overconfident. I find solace in writing and reading my own writing inspires me sometimes.
10) I really just want to fall in love. And have the same someone fall in love with me.

Nine Things You've Thought About Recently.
1) Getting into shape again. I don't think skinny is sexy, I think healthy is sexy.
2) How much I screwed up things with number 12.
3) Losing myself. And working on finding myself again.
4) School and if this is what I really want. It's not my first dream but it's safe. I'd be a record producer if I had the courage to get up and leave.
5) My dad and how worried I am about him. He's really changing and I worry about him.
6) My sister. She's my best friend, I'd do absolutely anything for her. I want her to get out of rd, no one needs to more than her. She is gonna change the world someday, I promise you that. She's just too big for rd and I'm waiting for her to realize it. I just hope that she has the drive to really leave.
7) My momma and how we're getting our relationship back on track. I'm finally letting go of what happened. I really love her and her strength. She's probably the strongest person I know, emotionally.
8) A job. I really hate not having any sort of income. My parents don't want me to work but I really hate asking them for money.
9) The people I've loved and lost. The hard things I've gone through in my life. And how all of the things I've encountered in my life have made me who I am. So I'm thankful for that I suppose.

Eight Ways To Win Your Heart.
1) Tell me over and over again that you're always going to be there, until I believe it. Then be there.
2) Be confident, confidence is extremely sexy.
3) Hold me in your strong arms all night long.
4) Love me for who I am, idiosyncrasies and all.
5) Make me smile on my worst day.
6) Cook for me and show me off. I want a boy who is just as comfortable staying at home and spending the night looking for recipes while drinking wine as he is going out and showing me off.
7) Spend time with my family, take their beaks, stand up for yourself and for me. Play board games and watch movies and take care of my niece. My family is always going to be a part of my life so make room for them in yours.
8) Be chivalrous and wear a suit. There is nothing sexier than a man in a suit. And you will make my knees weak if you open my door, pull out my chair, give me flowers when you're sorry and chocolates just because you love me. Do nice things just because. I really like just because presents.

Seven Favorite Songs You've Had.
(since i can only pick seven i'm gonna have a separate blog after for this. music is my love.)
1) Stand- Rascal Flatts.
2) She thinks she needs me- Andy Griggs.
3) Everytime I hear your name- Keith Anderson.
4) Inaudible Melodies- Jack Johnson.
5) Fall into me- Emerson Drive.
6) I don't wanna be- Gavin Degraw.
7) I can only imagine- Mercy Me.

Six Things You Do Before Bed.
1) Brush my teeth.
2) Wash my face, take out my contacts.
3) Say goodnight and  I love you to my daddy. and sometimes my sisters, mom, number 12.
4) Most days watch some of a movie or one tree hill.
5) Cuddle with my blankie.
6) Write/cry/think for hours until my brain quits.

Five Things You Wish You Could Say To Five Different People Right This Very Moment.
1) I am more sorry than you will ever know. I truly love you with everything in my heart and I will always be there forever and ever and ever. Trust me, I know what I lost, I only wish I didn't have to put you through what I did to realize it.
2) You're going to change the world someday. I love you and I wish for you to find true happiness even if it means you're a world away.
3) I know you're struggling with this, probably more than I am. We made a mistake and I'm proud of you for telling the truth. You need to to face it though, all of it; the people that love you are still gonna be there after. You're hurting me right now but I'll be okay and I'm still gonna be here when you realize you need me.
4) I really miss our friendship some days and I hope that one day we can be friends again, it was an amazing friendship. I truly want good things for you in life, I want you to be happy and successful and find everything you dream about. Most of all, I hope you never lose who you truly are.
5) You changed my life. I don't know how to express how thankful I am for having been in your class. You made me believe in myself and my self-worth and that I could actually make a difference in this world. You are an amazing teacher and you make a difference in many lives. You've inspired me to be a teacher and inspired me in so many other ways.

Four Things You're Doing Right Now.
1) Watching one tree hill.
2) Sitting on my bed overthinking and analyzing as usual.
3) Drinking water.
4) Thinking about showering and washing my sheets.

Three Things You're Scared Of.
1) Not being enough. Not smart enough, not pretty enough, not good enough.
2) Not being fearless.
3) Not getting my happy ending.

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1) Fall in love.
2) See the world and all its beauty.

One Confession.
1) I think I'm better than most people. Not in a cocky way, or self-righteous or condescending. I'm better than most people so I expect more from myself, sometimes too much.