Perhaps this new job can be my fresh start. I work in a professional environment and I have to be up at a reasonable time. Plus the whole three jobs thing will keep me busy and that's what I want. I want to spend my time working hard and I want to spend time on myself you know. I have been so stressed out and I just want to feel okay again. That's what I want more than anything.
I just go through the motions every day hoping that at some point it will get better. I want to feel strong and confident and proud again. I need something new to give me hope. I need to move past everything with number twelve and be okay alone.
It's time for a fresh start.
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