so it's my sister's birthday today. and i tried to have a good day and be happy for her but now i'm just really sad i'm not there. my entire family and her closest friends are all out for dinner and i'm not. and it makes me so sad. moving away to school sucks so much. i want to be there so bad and now i'm making myself so upset that i'm in tears. i just want to be there. my sister is my best friend and i love her so much but i feel like i'm letting her down. i know it's unreasonable to drive home 4 hours for a dinner but i wish i could. i hate this so much. i'm such a baby. now i'm crying and upset and gonna be depressed for the rest of the evening.
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