Sunday, December 6, 2009

you try to speak, but you make no sound.

we talked for hours. hours and hours and hours this weekend. it has been so long since we talked like that. just laying in his arms, not afraid to say anything. i told him i wasn't afraid to hurt his feelings if it meant i told him the truth; and at first, he was like ouch. and then i reminded him that he isn't afraid to hurt mine either and he knew it was the truth. there is nothing that we can't say to each other, especially at that time. and we both know it. it is the time when i'm most comfortable and relaxed; a calm rushes over me. and i know i can say anything and he will just listen and tell me what he honestly thinks.
so how come when he gave me the opportunity to say exactly what i wanted, i couldn't say anything?

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