Stupid girl.

So how did it go taking a step back from J? IT DIDN'T. Instead, I stayed at his house last night. I am so fucking stupid. I know that I am stupid. It doesn't change that he melted my heart this morning.

 

It melts my heart that he did that. That he did the pillow and blanket thing. It's those things that kill me. When I got there last night I said I wanted a pair of socks and he said okay, go get some you know where they are. This morning Duke didn't want me to leave and I just wanted to cuddle Duke all day long.