Tonight a girl said to me when you know, you know. That's tough for me because I think I try to convince myself I've found the perfect man. I think it started with sunshine because of the idea of him and what he could provide me. Don't get me wrong I loved that kid with all my heart and even now thinking about him touches a special place in my heart.
Number 12 was different. I tried so hard to convince myself he was the one because I want a fairy tale. I wanted my high school sweetheart to be the one I spend my life with. I think a part of me knew all along. That's a tough truth tp swallow.
And now it's New Year's and I'm over-thinking everything.
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