Feelings are bullshit. Today I received an email from my car salesman so I was telling T about it and then when I came home today I opened up a pesonal Christmas card from him like with a picture of his child on it. The only thing I want to do is tell J! And I can't because he's gone. Or I could email it or text him and he might get it or when he gets back. But he's the only one that will even understand because he came with me and he met the guy! And it will make sense to him and we have these joked about car shopping and it's just only him who will get it.
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