Ugh.

I'm really annoyed at him tonight. He had CG find out through other people why I was mad at him. That really bothers me. You clearly know I'm upset with you, you're 30 years old. Just ask. 

I'm flustered because he wasn't even told the real reason. The reason he was told was really downplayed and makes me look very dramatic. The thing is, it's not the coffee. It's the coffee as the straw that broke the camel's back. He is shitty in a lot of ways and I think the worst part is that he doesn't even realize he's doing it. I think he was genuinely completely oblivious to why I am upset with him.

He tried a little harder tonight but that's not saying much. It's still only work related conversation. But I asked him for his manager code because he changed it. Only I asked him in the most professional way, "may I please have a code so I can discount this and void this and this?" So he texts me it and tries to make a joke about names because the discount was for a girl who works at their other place. I didn't answer. It's not a joke, it's not funny and I'm still upset. 

This is going to be more difficult than I thought though. Staying upset. I'm not really the type to hold grudges or stay angry and I think that's why this has gone on this long. It's also why he is the way he is about it. In his mind he's thinking, oh well she'll get over it... Because I always do. But I'm really trying to stand my ground here. I reached a pretty critical breaking point and I deserve better.