Saturday, July 4, 2015

Frustration.

So tonight he comes into work with my Arsenal kit and my contacts and he's like look! I brought you presents! I was so happy because he bought me a Koscielny jersey for taking care of Dukey and then he picked up my contacts because they wouldn't leave them outside his house annoyingly.
Then he started talking about sleeping with B right in front of me and it just deflated me a little. I really could care less that he's sleeping with her like I'm well aware that he does and he doesn't owe me an explanation but I don't want to hear about it.
So whatever he was pissing me off and wouldn't let me leave and it is so frustrating because sometimes I swear he does it to annoy me. My sister thinks it's because he wants to spend time with me but who knows. So I was mostly annoyed because it was so slow they didn't need me and I wanted to go to the gym. Hes like nope your closing then you have to go walk Duke. So finally when I leaving he's like bye and I'm like why are you saying bye I'm going to your house to use your gym now because mine is closed. And he's like okay! I'm like for real? He's like yes! Go! Duke will love it! Feed him when you get there, here's my keys! I'm like okay because as annoyed of him as I was, I wanted to work out. So I did and like 20 minutes in he sends me this picture with the caption, "he hasn't moved since you went down there". Which I mean, how adorable is that for him to a) notice and b) tell me.
So whatever I work out and when I came upstairs he's like want some wine?! I was like nope not after that.
So then I just sat and played with Duke for like an hour and we talked and playef and whatever. And he's so frustrating, halfway through he's like, I'm sorry I'm so rude facing the other way and turns towards me to talk.
So as I'm getting ready to leave he says, Duke is sad that you're leaving!
Like what the fuck. You can't just say shit like that. My sister is convinced he's trying to hit on me with that sort of stuff using Duke and letting me come work out, offering me wine etc. But I don't honestly know what to think. I have no idea what goes through his brain. He is so confusing and hot and cold and I just don't know what he wants or why he is the way he is.

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