Monday, April 6, 2015

I'm so perplexed.

We are so far beyond an incredibly fucked up relationship, there are no words. There is so much love, so much jest, kindness, humour, intellect, and genuine friendship between us. We are completely opposite and exactly the same concurrently.
His endearing and thoughtful behaviour is contradictory to his days without talking and lack of information sharing. His endless witty banter is balanced by his guidance and understanding through trials.
I am honestly so FUCKING CONFUSED. I am confused by him. I am confused by my own feelings. It's just one big confusing clusterfuck. I'm not angry or upset, I am just genuinely so confused.

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