It's getting harder you know.... Not to text number twelve. Which I thought it was going to be the opposite. I thought it would get easier and easier. But it didn't. It was easy at first because I was mad. I'm not mad anymore though, I just miss him. He was my best friend and it kills me that I don't know how he's doing or what's going on in his life. It kills me he doesn't know how I'm doing or what's going on in my life. I just want to know how his life is. If he's doing good, if he's struggling.
I guess I want to know if he's completely happy, if it's possible for him to be completely happy without me.
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