i know how wrong it is. i called/text sunshine today. poor life choice i know. i had a bit of a breakdown and he's been on my mind. i tried to remember the last time i felt better just from hearing someone say the words, "it's gonna be alright, you're gonna be alright". i balled for half an hour and finally broke.
he called me later and left a drunken message. tomorrow(today) is vz's birthday. and in a week and a half is the day that caused us to become best friends. i'm just not sure how to cope. i'm worried about him. i don't know what to do.
how do you let go of the one person that has your heart?
how do you let go of the only person you truly love?
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