Tuesday, December 1, 2009

whatcha say.

dear number twelve,
what would you say if i said i wanted to be with you. i'm not actually saying that because to be honest i don't really know what i want. i just need to know if there's a chance we could ever be something again or if this is just the way it's always going to be. we have changed a lot, both of us. and now i guess i just want to know if it's ever in the stars for us t try it again or if it's just going to be like that feeling you get when you see an old friend, one that you haven't seen in so long that you feel this sense of calm come over you because you know they're okay at the same time as butterflies tickling the inside of your stomach because you are just so happy to see them. 

please tell me if you think i should say something or just let it go. 

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