i need a retreat.

i am so drained. physically drained. mentally drained. emotionally drained. i am seriously just drained, drained, drained. sometimes i feel like i just need a break. i don't want to talk to anyone because i feel like i'm supposed to have the answers to everything. like i'm an 18 year old girl, i'm struggling too. and i should probably confide more and ask for help but most friendships don't go both ways and that means that i am like trying to fix everyone else's problems so i don't have to face mine. i like being the friend that can be confided in without judgement and in confidence but sometimes i just want to be like honestly, i just need a break. grow up, it's not the end of the world, get over it. but i can't actually say that. i'm such a pushover when it comes to that i'm just like oh what, you're immature and still love creating drama, please tell me how i can politely tell you that is a stupid thing to be upset about. sometimes people overreact so much and i just don't know how to be like honestly, why do you care. you're 18 not 12. let it go.