Monday, January 13, 2014

I want to be ready but I'm just not.

I think that's perhaps the completely exciting but terribly frightening part of BH. I don't even know him and he makes me giddy. He makes me nervous and dizzy and my stomach turns. I smile uncontrollably and cannot speak properly. 
I think that's why I always get so wasted when he's around and make an ass of myself. I'm terrified that if I don't then I'll fall again. And he will most certainly break me. 

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