Sometimes it is difficult to talk to JP about Number 12 because she doesn't really get it. She's never felt that way about anyone. She asked me tonight how often I think about him or our relationship and if I run scenarios through my mind. I said well those are all different things. She said do you think about him every day?
I responded with absolutely. At least twice every day. I always think about him. I didn't really let on just how much I think about him. But I can honestly answer that yes I think about him absolutely every single day. In my head I thought, I think about him almost every second of every day.
I know right now it's heightened because I'm concerned about him. I know it's pathetic and I'm sad because I miss him and all of that and I'm sure that he's probably perfectly okay. I know he believes more in no news is good news but I just want to hear that he's okay.
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