This is twice today I'm already in tears. It's not even noon yet... how pathetic am I?
This morning I went to the market and I saw my Grandpa's brother. I saw him and instantly my eyes watered. He looks so much like my grandfather did. He has the most beautiful blue eyes and a full head of snow white hair. He gave me a big hug, and asked about my school and my life and told me he was proud, that Poppa would have been proud.
Then I talked to number twelve after. I am so over feeling like this. I have much too much in my life to put up with his shit. I have to force myself to stop. And now, I'm sitting here in the library with tears streaming down my face hoping that no one will see me like this.
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