I know how stupid it is. I know. And every 'I told you so' light and buzzer is going off in my head right now. I'm not like upset that I haven't talked to number 12 in a few days (sunday night) but I'm a bit sad. Or not sad really. I guess I just enjoy talking to him. And I kind of forgot how much I actually enjoy our every day conversations. He made a comment about talking to someone who can hold a real conversation... and I guess that's just it. I miss us being able to just talk all the time and never run out of things to talk about or awkward-ness. You know?
I keep hoping he'll text me because I just want to chat. And I know in my heart that he has to initiate this so that I don't let him too close.
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