you never know.

i apologized to jv today. i really like her a lot, she's very nice and a really fun time. she was one of the nicest people to me last year when i visited. i found out about a week ago that when number twelve and i were on a break they kinda had a thing and i pretty much killed that without any warning. i felt like such a dick when i heard that because i'm not like that and she is such a nice girl. i felt awful to think that i destroyed a relationship of his with someone that might've been better than me. someone that wouldn't have broken his heart. a couple that didn't hurt each other so much. i know there's nothing i can do now and she told me to not worry about it about 17 times and that i didn't need to apologize but i felt i did. so i feel a little better.