i miss number twelve beyond imagination. i called him and his sister drunk on friday and text them and fuck. i'm just crazy about that kid. i used to always pity those girls who were like oh i love him so much, my life is nothing without a boy. that's all he is, a boy. and my best friend i suppose which makes it harder. if i saw myself one year or even six months ago i'd kick my own ass. but i really do miss him. i don't know what i want yet but i can't imagine my life without him at all. i know everything is going to be alright, i'll be alright. i just have to believe that this is what's supposed to happen.
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