there will be an answer.

whisper words of wisdom,
let it be.

if we loved again, i swear i'd love you right.

i'm only gonna break your heart.

number 12 and i made a cake on saturday and we spent the whole day together. we took the dogs to the park and played fetch for like two hours and then we came home and raked the leaves and he tackled me to the ground and the dogs just loved it. max and ford and number 12 were all on top of me shoving leaves down my jeans. so funny. it was incredible. he made me lunch and it was nice. but in their kitchen there are pictures from the wedding that they went to a few months back and i have to be honest, it really upsets me still. i know i should be over it and i can't change it and it was me that cheated on him but he went into that knowing how much it would hurt me. and i'm not over it because i'm not in family pictures with them. there's no pictures of him and i on the fridge. and we've been together for two and a half years. is it wrong that that upsets me?

he picked me, fuck off.

i fuckinggg hate hate hate some stupid girls. like two in the whole world i hate. but i hate hate hateeee them so much. i realize hate is a strong word but i seriously hateeeeee these two girls. they both go out of their way to make number 12 not like me. they will do anything to try and make me jealous. and i am not a jealous person. i occasionally get jealous but i don't just hate girls. just leave him alone. he's mine. there are how many other boys out there. number 12 is mine so go f off.

law and order.

i can't magine being a police officer. like i have always wanted to be on the svu team in new york but i can't imagine coming home being like hi honey how was your day. oh good i shot and killed someone you.

i hate winter.

this morning i missed my class because i didn't realize it snowed or that it was minus 10000 outside so my vehicle couldn't defrost fast enough and i couldn't scrape it off fast enough so by the time i got to school i would have been 15 minutes late. and i hate walking into class late. so instead i went and got a coffee and spend the morning in the library until i had class again. and i don't plan to leave my home until it is integral to my survival because it's flipping freezing.

negative nancy.

i hate winter. i hate cold. and i hate stupid la wind. it's flipping freezing here.

confessions.

don't confess this thing that breaks my heart.

it's perfect; didn't seem so perfect.

trying to fit a square into a circle was your life.

we go together like bamblambada.

you're the one that i want.
you are the one that i want.

and my heart is set on you.

you'd better shape up,
cause i need a man.

i need you.

help, i need somebody.
help, not just anybody.

i'll follow you.

where do you go when you're lonely?
where do you go when you're blue?

three words, eight letters; i love you.

number 12.

i hope so.

he chose you; that has to mean something.

the rest of us just have to keep moving forward.

people who are meant to be together
always find their way in the end.

i like s.

why does everyone hate serena van der woodsen?
and why does everyone want to destroy her?

what if you don't.

careful what you wish for cause you just might get it.