Why do I work so hard to be strong all the time? What difference does it make? When I'm strong, I have to do everything alone. If I were weak, maybe someone would help me. Maybe that's the problem. I'm too strong all the time. I'm not in actuality, I'm stubborn more than strong. And I'm proud. I hate to admit that I might need help. Or that I make mistakes. I hate to admit that I can't do it alone. I don't like relying on other people because if something doesn't work, I can't blame it on anyone else. If I fuck up, I fuck up. It's all on me. I am just so damn tired of being strong.
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