Another one of my friends got engaged yesterday. A girl I work with. I honestly love her, she brightens my day. Her fiance works in the kitchen and I love him too. I am so torn between extremely happy and incredibly sad. I am so happy because I am happy for them. I love to see people happy together. I'm sad because I feel so far away from that in my life. I always thought by 22-23 I would be engaged. Even if I wasn't married until I was 24 or 25.
I wouldn't say I'm in any sort of rush to get married by any means. It's just sort of one of those things you know. You want to get married and move on to the next chapter of your life. I will graduate at 22, then what. I have the whole world ahead of me. It's silly really because when I came up with the idea of getting engaged at 22 or 23, I was so young and it was so far away. And all of a sudden, it isn't. In 4 months, I will be 22. That's pretty crazy if you think about it.
I have the whole world ahead of me. In fact, I was looking today at teaching abroad.
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