opening up to new people.

later today i was studying with number twelve's sister n. and we usually have like really good conversations. like how her mom is like the greatest person to ever live (i swear you meet a good person then you me momma number twelve and everything you've ever known about a good person is blown out of the water by her incredibleness). n has been increasingly unhappy in her relationship (in my opinion it's not surprising because ss is a complete douchebag who wants her to be his trophy wife that he controls and she never questions anything) so we started talking about that. and n is very, very conservative about sex which is the complete opposite of number twelve. in fact i don't think i've ever heard her talk about it other than she's uncomfortable with it being a public conversation but today we got into the discussion of sex and whatever. and it was a good discussion. and then i realized, oh f, this is number twelve's sister. i'm sure she this is awkward for her. so i apologized and she laughed and said don't worry, i try to pretend he's not my brother when we talk about you and his relationships. it's really good. she's really nice to talk to because somehow i open up to her and i just trust her. maybe it's because i love and trust her brother so much that it's an innate reaction but i really like hanging out with her.