I'm annoyed and a little sad and I am such a stupid girl I know. I think my problem is that I think he cares. And I want him to care. And I want him to not be completely oblivious to all social cues and his own behaviour.
This morning I talked to him and he told me he's in San Francisco too with CG and T. I had no idea he was even going. It's not like it came up in conversation or anything so I don't know why I expected he'd tell me. I guess I just feel frustrated and disappointed. He doesn't owe me anything I know. I know, I know, I know. I know and yet I'm still disappointed and hurt he didn't tell me. I don't even know what to say I'm just so stupid.
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