rant.

by the way, did i mention that i hate that they named her sarah. like for flip sakes. my dad is not your dad, meaning my grandmother is not your grandmother. meaning, you shouldn't have named her that. plus, you claim it was after your cabbage patch doll, really who names their kid after a doll. it flusters me so much because he doesn't love you like you want him to and he is never going to. i'm sorry but you both made decisions to get you to this point and it's not fair to try and push the relationship b and i have with him that we have built for 18 and 22 years. obviously you skipped out for 10 years and it's extremely convenient that you came back around when the money came around. perhaps i'm just really bitchy but i've never written about this before. i have never done this. oh and while you're at it, stop neglecting mom. she's made some mistakes but she raised us well. and she did a fan-fucking-tastic job raising you are your own so treat her with the respect she deserves. geez you made me mad. oh and by the way, you are bi-polar, so get the flip back on your medication because without it you are an absolute loon.